Headaches can suck it.

I had my sleep study last night. My technician was awesome, the wire not so much. I had to get up a few times during the night to pee. I manged to only get up once. I woke up with a headache. I have been for the last couple of nights. I have one right now. The tend to go away pretty quickly, but it sucks.

After getting up and trying to brush my hair (that gel stuff is hard to brush through) Rob met me for breakfast before my weekly doctors appointment at 7:30 this morning. What a sweet husband.

That appointment didn't go as planned. I gained back some of the 6.5 pounds I've lost. Oh and I know why. The weekends kick my ass, where I need to kick it's ass. I meet with Erin the nutritionist today. I need to eat a snack every 3-4 hours. We talked about my plans for this weekend. It's set up to fail. A jewelery party after work on Friday then straight to the bar Juke's. Saturday I'm headed to The BOB for a "My divorce is final" party. Sunday is Easter dinner over in Detroit.

Here's my plan. Friday Kat is going to meet me at work to head over to Julie's. I am going to have a snack in my car. I'm going to try to stay away from whatever food Julie has out. On our way to the bar I want to have some sort of dinner already packed. The standard peanut butter sandwich. Once at the bar only have one drink, so I better make it a good one. Saturday morning/afternoon head to the gym. Saturday night at The BOB I'm gonna dance my ass off! Again one drink. Sunday I'm driving to Detroit. I will eat smaller portions which will be very hard. But I'm most excited for dessert. Aunt Denise asked us to make it. I started looking through the cookbooks. What I found was Watermelon Sorbet and Blueberry Sherbet. Each about 100 calories for a cup!!!!! We'll make (and by we I mean Rob) a pound cake to go with it. So I can't go wrong with dessert.

So there's my weekend plan. I know you didn't need to know about it all, but now I feel accountable for my actions. I'll honestly let you know how goes it.

The day of three doctors

Well places that all have doctors. First I went to my Weigh to Wellness appointment. I've been in the program for a month now. I'm down 6.5 pounds!!! I treated myself to a new purse. (I also got a new shirt, cookbook and shoes)

Second was to a sleep doctors. I most likely have sleep apnea. I'm scheduled for a sleep study on Monday night. I wonder how this will go?

Third was up to Butterworth to see Theresa and Garrett. He is adorable. Dark hair like Theresa. I'm told he had blue eyes, but he slept the entire time I was up there with the exception of giving me what I call the Stink Eye, but Jay and Theresa call it Pirate Eye. It was nice to up there without anyone else there. I got to hold him the entire time. Rob would have gone but after work the other day he fell down our stairs and maybe sprained his ankle.

Plan of attack this week. Work out, and take care of the house a little bit at a time.

I was dreaming that Rob and I lived with Bob and Val,(his parents) but in my Grandma and Grandpa Holzhausen's house. We lived in the back bed room. I was in the bathroom taking a bath. I ran to the bedroom to get something sexy to wear also grabbing a robe. before I could put the robe on. Bob opened the bathroom door. I quickly covered myself with the robe and ran to the bedroom. He followed and Val came too. Rob was in the room and just sat there talking to his parents while I awkwardly tried to fully put on the robe and cover myself up.

I don't remember what happened after that.

I did have another dream that included Rob and I getting ready for work/school. I kept looking out the window to make sure the bus hadn't come yet. I was really worried we would be late.

What a lazy day for me. Slept in late, a long nap and finished reading a book. I'm in a mood, upset that I'm so lazy. I need to kick my own ass into gear. About so many aspects of my life. First let's get this lazy thing taken care of. Then I'll work on $$$$$$. Oh and my will power is total crap. To be fair my will power with food is getting better, but it's not where I need it to be.

On the bright side of things. Theresa and Jay are having their baby on Monday. The entire family is super excited.

what I got done

I finished almost everything on my list. Or at least attempted. Some pictures are up on our walls. I need to print some more for us. I tried to call Joshie but got nothing. I talked to Jessie, one of the kids. And the big one I didn't finish was cleaning off my computer desk. Didn't even try.

Modern Times

I'm staying in today with the possible exception of going grocery shopping. (Meijer and Family Fare have kick as deals this week. Check it out.) I have so much to do that never seems to get done. I'm putting my To Do list here and I'll let you know how much gets done. I'm giving myself until Monday night, because that's my Sunday.
To Do
1. Finish laundry
2. Bathrooms
3. Call Joshie and the kids
4. Hang pictures, get pictures
5. Figure out wedding stuff
6. Dinner for the week/grocery shopping
7. Dust
8. My computer tables needs cleaned off
9. And so much more!!!!!!!

Using your Benny

Wow it's been awhile. A long long while. Most of you know the gist of what's going on in my world. Here's some things you might not know.

We had our talk with my Aunt Amy about our compatibility. Well sort of. Amy accidentally left our papers at her office, but we had a good talk anyway. On the way home from Wisconsin Uncle Roger was asking questions about the ceremony. I didn't realize how much went into the ceremony. I'm so happy it's family helping us with this. We asked Aunt Denise to create a small wedding cake for us to cut into. She makes the most exquisite cakes. Now we have to decide what we want. My cousin Ian is going to be our DJ/Emcee at the reception. I will say it again I love having family involved in our wedding.

With the new year approaching here are a couple of things I would like to have happen. The obvious one is loose weight. The next one is organize this apartment. Get my picture frames set up, get the closet in shape, stuff like that. I only want to do these two for now. If I think of any more I'll add them as the year goes.