Honestly

Friday was pretty good. I went to Julie's after work, munching on the sandwich and healthy food I brought. Of course Julie had yummy food at her house. I had a couple bagel chips with hummus (which I have at home) and a handful of chips with some taco dip. I left Julie's with some new earrings bought and feeling really good. At Juke's I had two Cosmos and left early. I was super tired. Rob had gotten a ride there and a ride home! Thanks Mike, Kat, Jason and Misty!!!! I was hungry, on my way home I stopped by Taco Bell. I can justify this with "Well at least it's not fried"

Saturday I went and saw Where The Wild Things Are in Hastings for free. It was awesome. I don't know how the kids today would like it. It was very nostalgic for me. There was an intermission in the middle of the movie. At first I was like what the hell? Mom said they do that for the free kids movies. I had this little girl in front of me that kept bouncing back in her chair. It was driving me crazy. Note to self don't go see kids movies at the theater.

That night I was going to meet Taylor and her friends at The BOB. I got there early and parked about 4 blocks away Awesome get some exercise in while parking for free. I went into Fridays and had my first Cosmo. I was invited to sit with some people across the bar when I got there. That was the beginning of wonderful night. Or so I thought. I got the The BOB (for free) and had another Cosmo. We were inside the Crush. I left to hit up the bathroom. On my way back I attempted to walk down two steps that I knew were there. There were not very well lite. I biffed it hardcore. Fell on my face, my purse went flying it's contents went flying. I thought someone was going to come over and kick me out for being drunk, which I wasn't. I ended up sitting down for a bit. Grabbed another drink and limped away. I stayed for about another hour before it really started to hurt. Now is the time I regretted parking 4 blocks away! And I have a stick. I swore so much on my way home.

Sunday I was suppose to drive to Easter dinner in Troy. I couldn't do that. Poor Rob had to drive. He's driven so much this past week. Thursday we went to Toledo and he drove. Easter dinner was fun. I had a glass of Sangria with my grandma. Dinner was really good, and I think I handled my portion sizes well. I didn't over eat as usual. At this point my foot is puffy as hell and has a big dark red spot on the left top. I was showing my cousin's little girl and said look at my fat foot. She looks at me and says If you eat bad food you get fat. I laughed and said yes, yes you do.

Today my lovely mom got up and took me to work as I can't drive. After an hour at work I couldn't take it anymore. The pain and annoyance of my foot was awful. I called her back and she was still in town! Score one for me. She took me to my doctor's. I had x-rays done. I fractured my 5th metacarpals. If it was one bone over I was going to be referred to a specialist. I now have to wear a boot on my left foot. After 3 weeks if it isn't feeling any better I have to go back. Yuck. My mom and I have switched cars so I can at least drive around when needed.

Headaches can suck it.

I had my sleep study last night. My technician was awesome, the wire not so much. I had to get up a few times during the night to pee. I manged to only get up once. I woke up with a headache. I have been for the last couple of nights. I have one right now. The tend to go away pretty quickly, but it sucks.

After getting up and trying to brush my hair (that gel stuff is hard to brush through) Rob met me for breakfast before my weekly doctors appointment at 7:30 this morning. What a sweet husband.

That appointment didn't go as planned. I gained back some of the 6.5 pounds I've lost. Oh and I know why. The weekends kick my ass, where I need to kick it's ass. I meet with Erin the nutritionist today. I need to eat a snack every 3-4 hours. We talked about my plans for this weekend. It's set up to fail. A jewelery party after work on Friday then straight to the bar Juke's. Saturday I'm headed to The BOB for a "My divorce is final" party. Sunday is Easter dinner over in Detroit.

Here's my plan. Friday Kat is going to meet me at work to head over to Julie's. I am going to have a snack in my car. I'm going to try to stay away from whatever food Julie has out. On our way to the bar I want to have some sort of dinner already packed. The standard peanut butter sandwich. Once at the bar only have one drink, so I better make it a good one. Saturday morning/afternoon head to the gym. Saturday night at The BOB I'm gonna dance my ass off! Again one drink. Sunday I'm driving to Detroit. I will eat smaller portions which will be very hard. But I'm most excited for dessert. Aunt Denise asked us to make it. I started looking through the cookbooks. What I found was Watermelon Sorbet and Blueberry Sherbet. Each about 100 calories for a cup!!!!! We'll make (and by we I mean Rob) a pound cake to go with it. So I can't go wrong with dessert.

So there's my weekend plan. I know you didn't need to know about it all, but now I feel accountable for my actions. I'll honestly let you know how goes it.

The day of three doctors

Well places that all have doctors. First I went to my Weigh to Wellness appointment. I've been in the program for a month now. I'm down 6.5 pounds!!! I treated myself to a new purse. (I also got a new shirt, cookbook and shoes)

Second was to a sleep doctors. I most likely have sleep apnea. I'm scheduled for a sleep study on Monday night. I wonder how this will go?

Third was up to Butterworth to see Theresa and Garrett. He is adorable. Dark hair like Theresa. I'm told he had blue eyes, but he slept the entire time I was up there with the exception of giving me what I call the Stink Eye, but Jay and Theresa call it Pirate Eye. It was nice to up there without anyone else there. I got to hold him the entire time. Rob would have gone but after work the other day he fell down our stairs and maybe sprained his ankle.

Plan of attack this week. Work out, and take care of the house a little bit at a time.

I was dreaming that Rob and I lived with Bob and Val,(his parents) but in my Grandma and Grandpa Holzhausen's house. We lived in the back bed room. I was in the bathroom taking a bath. I ran to the bedroom to get something sexy to wear also grabbing a robe. before I could put the robe on. Bob opened the bathroom door. I quickly covered myself with the robe and ran to the bedroom. He followed and Val came too. Rob was in the room and just sat there talking to his parents while I awkwardly tried to fully put on the robe and cover myself up.

I don't remember what happened after that.

I did have another dream that included Rob and I getting ready for work/school. I kept looking out the window to make sure the bus hadn't come yet. I was really worried we would be late.

What a lazy day for me. Slept in late, a long nap and finished reading a book. I'm in a mood, upset that I'm so lazy. I need to kick my own ass into gear. About so many aspects of my life. First let's get this lazy thing taken care of. Then I'll work on $$$$$$. Oh and my will power is total crap. To be fair my will power with food is getting better, but it's not where I need it to be.

On the bright side of things. Theresa and Jay are having their baby on Monday. The entire family is super excited.

what I got done

I finished almost everything on my list. Or at least attempted. Some pictures are up on our walls. I need to print some more for us. I tried to call Joshie but got nothing. I talked to Jessie, one of the kids. And the big one I didn't finish was cleaning off my computer desk. Didn't even try.

Modern Times

I'm staying in today with the possible exception of going grocery shopping. (Meijer and Family Fare have kick as deals this week. Check it out.) I have so much to do that never seems to get done. I'm putting my To Do list here and I'll let you know how much gets done. I'm giving myself until Monday night, because that's my Sunday.
To Do
1. Finish laundry
2. Bathrooms
3. Call Joshie and the kids
4. Hang pictures, get pictures
5. Figure out wedding stuff
6. Dinner for the week/grocery shopping
7. Dust
8. My computer tables needs cleaned off
9. And so much more!!!!!!!