more of the same

There is nothing too new going on in my life. I'm still leaving work early. The new meds are either not working or still kicking in. I hope it's still kicking in. I started them on Thursday. I won't be able to attempt to switch them until the middle of October.

I have told myself I will stay at work the entire day everyday because I need to get my life together. I want to get rid of my black hair. It's going to cost a butt ton. That is my very short term goal. Long term there are a bunch of things. New car, money for the honeymoon, paying off my bad credit and such items. (I'm putting the picture of what I want my hair color to be in my cubicle)

Last night I reminded myself of a petty stupid little girl. I know why I get like this. It's my relationship defenses kicking in. They didn't need to last night. I'm going to work on this.

I accidentally called Rob "buddy" last night. He doesn't like it. We were talking the other day about the little things that bug us. And that was his. I was trying so hard too. It just slipped out at Meijer. We were going to get potatoes and I said I'm following you buddy. He stopped and looked at me. It honestly took me a second to figure out what I said. I thought he was turning around for something else. Sorry honey.

On a fun note part of our costumes have come in!!!!!! And I have a handful of people coming to my birthday party already. Oh and Amanda is coming home again next month.